That I could just enjoy the small things in life without wondering why, and second guessing it.
That I didn't have to think ahead, and could live in the moment.
That I had the strength to show weakness.
That I could just feel down for a day and not beat myself down further for feeling that way.
That I didn't have to feel anything at all unless I wanted to.
That I didn't disappoint myself.
That I knew what the point of all this is.
But you know, at the end of the day, wishing gets one about as far as daydreaming. I'll wake up tomorrow and keep going, because that's what I was taught to do. I don't always have to like it, though.
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